A Lamp Unto My Feet
Meditation
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet,
and a light unto my path.
(Psalm 119:105)
Before
I was saved, I was an evil, stumbling, self-centered, idiotic, pathetic (insert
every single terrible adjective here) sinner. However, blind is probably
somewhat adequate. I had eyes to see, but I couldn’t see that I was heading
straight for hell. I stubbornly rejected the God I knew when I was a young child.
I honestly think I still believed God was real as I reached adulthood, even
though I told everyone he was a myth. However, if I didn’t believe God existed,
why was it so important for me to make others believe that? I have to confess, I
didn’t want his light to shine down on my sins. I didn’t want to be exposed for
the wicked sinner I was. I didn’t want to have to submit my life to a God who
had control over my eternal destiny.
My
life was turned upside down when my marriage was falling apart. I was ‘brought
low,’ as the saying goes, and my eyes were opened by the Holy Spirit, through the
words of an evangelist on October 24, 1998. He broke through my stone-cold
heart and made me realize I needed Jesus Christ. I was a basket case before
that evening, but God emptied my heart of all the hurt and anguish. Christ filled
my heart with a love I’d never felt before. My life was forever changed after
that night. I didn’t magically become a perfect Christian that night, of
course, but I knew everything was going to be different. All these years later,
I am still a work in progress, with the help and guidance of the Holy Spirit.
Since
that day, the light of Jesus has revealed the righteous path with his glory and
grace. His light does two things for me. It exposes any darkness I may be
harboring in my heart, so that I can do something about it. Some things I might
be concealing, like unforgiveness, hatreds, covetousness, or sexual fantasies
are revealed to me and I am convicted in heart. Secondly, the Word of God is
like a spot light for me. It’s light illuminates my path to righteousness. There
are times, more than I like to think about, when I’ve wandered off that path.
The Holy Spirit will do something that helps me find my way back. He may remind
me of a scripture. Sometimes the words of a song will snap me back. I know that
the more I read and study the Bible, the less I stray from the righteous path.
Prayer Time
Dear Heavenly Father, you are exceptional, there is no one greater in our eyes. You have made all things possible with a whisper from your lips. We bow down and worship you with humble hearts, Lord. We ask for a pardon for the sins we committed yesterday and those we will commit today. We thank you for sharing your Son with us. He is a lampstand in our darkest hours. Thank you for loving us so much that Jesus would willingly go to the cross to save us. Thank you, Father, for your inspired Word, given over thousands of years and many writers but still timeless and without error. The words of scripture will enlighten us as to your will and plan for our lives, if we will only prayerfully study. Please, Father, give us hungry hearts, that search for you in the Bible and are satisfied. Help us to see the righteous path we must take, with the light of your Word, and give us the Holy Spirit to guide us and help us as we walk in your light. We pray these things in the name above all names. Amen!
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